Lovong Memory of Briac-James Gilbow

We Think Of You In Silence

We think of you in silence

And often speak your name,

But all that's left to answer

Is your picture in a frame.

If we could have one lifetime wish

One dream that would come true

We would pray to God with all our hearts

For yesterday and you

If tears could build a stairway

And heartaches make a lane

We would walk our way to Heaven

To be with you again.

Love you Briac

Love Daddy

You Were Loved

Before your eyes had opened to the light,

Before you could smile and coo all night

Before arms could reach to hold you tight

You were loved, you were loved, you were loved.

Before you had time not to like it here,

Before you had time to show any fear

Before you had time to shed a tear

You were gone, you were gone, you were gone.

I am writing this poem to let you know

That I never really wanted to let you go.

I wanted to keep you here and let you know

You were loved, you were loved, you were loved.

Love you Briac

Mommy & Daddy Will alway love you

Tiny Angel

Tiny hands that hold a lifetime
connect your heart to mine.
Tiny fingers trace the lifelines
of two souls that intertwined.

Tiny nose and tiny eyes
In a tiny little face
Reminders of your beauty
Quickly gone, without a trace.

Tiny kicks and tiny wiggles,
Stopped in the silence of one breath
As my tiny, lovely angel
Was caressed and kissed by death.

A tiny life stopped in one heartbeat,
Oh, how could this be?
You passed through my life, my heart, my soul
You became a part of me.

Tiny whispers, tiny words
Never to be heard.
But your echos live forever,
My tiny, precious son.

I love you Briac, Love your Mommy & Daddy

Everyone has their time
But why did yours have to come so soon?
There are so many people in the world
So why did God have to pick you?
They say things like this make you stronger
But how can that be?
I feel so weak inside It all feels like a dream
I didn't get to see you
You passed away too soon
But I feel you watching over me
And someday I'll see you again

I love you my little Angel & I'll be with you again someday!

Love you so much! Love your Mommy

Good Bye

It's time to say goodbye
and we don't understand why
today is the day we lay
our little man to rest
everyone knows he was the best
he was our miracle our dream come true
and we are here to comfort you
though today we say goodbye
just remember he never really dies
for in our hearts his spirit lies
if he could talk I know he'd say
mommy daddy please don't cry
for I am not gone imp flying high
imp that brand new twinkle in the sky
I know one day I'll see you again
and until then
hold your heads up high
and just remember imp standing by
for imp the light of the moon
and the sunlight in the sky
so please be strong and it won't be long
till we're together again
love your little man

FOUR WORDS

Despair.
falling deeper & deeper each day.
wondering what else I'll lose
and wondering if it'll go away.

Denial
It's something I sometimes feel.
that the pain I have inside
could not possibly be real.

Sadness.
Not something that disappears
despite what I wish for
I have never ending tears.

Blame.
That's what I often do
I will never forgive myself.
My heart's permanently broken in two.

These four simple words
to describe my feelings inside.
wishing I could crawl into myself
to stay forever and hide.

There are days I wonder
if these feelings will go.
If it's possible for me
to not feel so low.

My Angel Baby

I never got to see your eyes,
or hold your hand, or hear your cries.
All I have are dreams of you,
those of which, will never come true.
My heart sank the day that I knew,
I would never get to meet you.
I had made plans, and had aspirations,
if only I had a little more patience.
I never thought the Lord would take you
away from me so soon.
But, I'll never forget that dismal day,
around two in the afternoon.
The day I knew something was not right,
and through many tears I would have to fight.
Now, all I do is dream every night,
about what life would have been like.
What if you really had been born?
But all we have a dreams of that,
and all we can do is mourn.
We will not mourn for you though,
because we know you're where you need to be,
even though it isn't here with me.
You are my angel baby because God wanted you with Him.
Now, forever with his angels, His praises you will sing.
None of my dreams for you will ever come true,
because of that day God chose to take you.
But, my angel baby you will always be,
in my heart forever, forever a part of me.

Loving Memory of Briac-James Gilbow

Good Bye

My Angel Baby